GRATEFUL WEDNESDAY ON THURSDAY...

(see, we just swapped places brandi, lol)

for:

**the gift of life...and the consciousness to truly live it

**2 days.

**my first-born Godchild...the Original...turning 9 tomorrow...has so much personality--love you J-Boogie

**2 days.

**8:59pm-1:54am of nothing but mutual adoration...wow, we have alot in there for one another

**2 days.

**you two realizing you're still "in love", lol, and everything's gonna be alright--i believe that (and also hope it for my sanity, lol)

**2days.

**that work is back to normal this week...normal is still hella busy but i can breathe, and that's always helpful

**2 days.

**feeling motivated and inspired...to do..to be...to strive..

**2 days.

**finding an old card you gave me...made me smile

**2 days.

**reconnecting with my peeps...slowly, i admit...but surely...and her encouraging me to do so

**2 days.

**jason mraz--"i'm yours"...i feel it...and i love it. sometimes it really is as simple as he makes it sound in that song.

**2 days.

**a week of feeling like any minute i was going to completely abandon my normal personality and bust into a happy dance or sing in public or run or jump or something to let out all this excited energy i have in me...cause uhh, did i mention....2 days?

**2 days.

**being in the "you better get on the good foot or get left in the dust" place--i like it here...

**2 days.

**my EZs friend...we need to go soon actually...i know it's a tough month for you--just know i'm thinking about ya

**2 days.

**you coming directly to me when you were hurt. my words could never explain what that means to me...so i hope you can feel my heart.

**2 days.

**the fact that you carry it in your pocket. i didn't know it. but i'm so glad you do--you deserve to know that feeling...and you need to remember that reality.

**2 days.

**that you, you, and especially you are back to blogging--i missed your words.

**2 days.

**tough talks that i hope got us somewhere better than we were before...i just want us to be ok--but i'm not willing to sacrifice any part of "us" for us...no offense, just reality.

**2 days.

**facebook statuses that ask interesting questions for feedback--i like having those kinds of dialogue--what a great way to use your status--to get the mind working and to evoke healthy debate amongst friends...nice.

**2 days.

**the browns and greens in the deep forests of her eyes...i live there, and i like it.

**2 days.

**you. each and every thing that is...you.

don't forget to smile...doesn't always come as mindlessly as breathing, but is potentially just as important...--bRandy